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how the most powerfull beings of the universe are trying to kill me but now even that bores me

first i want them to suceed i dont want to die in an elderly retirement place but quantum immortality seems doesnt let it be other way

of course i dont notice but by small clues, im like closeau a stupid with a lot of luck

of course i cant see the ricochet or the free will big bang bomb will exlpode like you cant see the gorilla in the selective attention test for its too unexpected and you detonate the bomb when you see it so you can only not see it

the alien who are multidimensional and try to conquer earth cant even show up, if i detonate the bomb if i see a gorilla imagine if a see an lien

i remember when they tried blitzkriegs, is it posible to stop all sound on earth before you even notice

apparently not, maybe they take the hugest effort to stop sound, attack, you fart and then you screw them

a nervous break down is mostly always a psicological attack by not human beings

all schizophrenic are right in a way, what they dont know is of course they are being decieved to put them into that state

i can tell you the voices are very real, telepathy, even hallucinations, just transdimentional issus that not all can percieve

i remember being under attack a couple of years ago, it was really mean i couldnt stand much longer

but i had discovered the power of sound of free will long ago so i wished at the snap of my finger those who would lead their voice, those spirits call them, or alien or angels or whatever got crucified and impalated in the most posible painfull way they would take care of research gogleplexes of times

boy they were silent ever since, they thought they were the only who could be mean they would not expect that sudden turn of me to the dark side

but im so bored now, i write this to subverse the empire so maybe they attack and entertain me

they dont realize every time they attack and i notice is like telling me that my love is very real real and never a waste a time and that my mom is alive in some universe and i wont even get old and live forever here on heaven on some earth in some universe which i should find out how to easily cross as animals do

how all the succesfull bloggers and such belong to a majorritarial secret society

today in the morning int he radio they were arranging a date for a guy and a girl who didnt know each other suddenly the girl asks does he have chips? the guest told yeah he already said he had two

this reminds me of a dating program the guy had to chose between a devil and an angel literally im still wonder why everybody dispiced the angel and the guy finally chose the devil dog

giving a guy antipsicotics its the same than giving him drugs antihomosexuality

i wonder how it is so normal when a guy has odd thoughts to give him drugs so he becomes normal, whats wrong with being crazy, being crazy is a blessing, why that association the media does with crazyness and violence when theres no such

why not to put lithium in water as well as fluoride, whats more important your teeth or your mental health lets be cautious and take measure in advance

if water had been lithized in 20th century hitler would have had some as well as stalin and the world would be a much better place now

or maybe hitler was just evil and not crazy

what is better the death of a single being or the death of the whole universe?

if a single being dies that will bring sadness to its loved ones, sadness which will be caught by the whole world in just 6 degrees of friendshipness

but the death of the universe, everybody dissapearing instantly without even noticing, well whats wrong with that you just relive your live again slightly different, dont you love your life?, maybe in next aeon

in fact how easy has set god for this universe to be destroyed?

we just cant posibly know how easy this universe is to destory based on practical experience

so you sneeze and in a trillion tries it hasnt destoryed the universe?

how do you know it didnt destroy it a trillion times minus one the one where you can tell, you just wouldnt remember how practical is experience on this?

as a matter of fact the many worlds approach is hatefull unless theres some free will into what to live an not, it would be like forcing somebody to read every psoible book, insanity at its highest

unless theres a really easy way to destroy universe we just dont know about live would be a nightmare, i think every time you get slightly scared you just destroeyd some, ever feel that little rush of adrenaly, uh? and an universe is forever gone